Happy Birthday to two amazing women.. Who have troubled me the most but taken care of me and loved me even after all the backbiting I have done ;) God bless you in a thousand folds Mummy and Sija

It's four in the morning. I have to get up for school in what..two hours. Haven't even done my homework. I really don't care about that (FOR NOW). It's really pleasant outside. Just a while ago I saw a shooting star. My first thought wasn't what to wish for. The star just reminded me that surely someone great had died. I never really used to mind it when God takes away a dear one. But I can't help wondering how much better life would be if they were still with us today. Then again, we have to accept the reality. The sooner we do the better it is cos as soon as we're able to do that..we magically become stronger and suddenly the world seems like a better place. At first we might feel life is being unfair to us, of all people but actually we're the special ones who have been given the priviledge to know about life like noone else ;) I mean..look at me.. I'm such a smartie. :D some things never change ;) - dedicated especially to two of the coolest people in the whole wide world Sophie and Sari, my twin sisters who are less prettier than me. I'm ALWAYS there to make you laugh and accompany you in doing naughty things :) By the way, I did make a wish but I won't tell what it is :P then it won't come true naaAA

I'm gonna 'pull a Shebna' tonight :)

Everytime I hear the beep of my phone I leave whatever I'm doing and run to check hoping it's a text from you. I've almost started feeling like vodafone is mocking me now with their service messages. It's so difficult to let it out but honestly I just want to see your name or anything that has to do with you. And you ask why I'm hooked on facebook all the time :p My mind tells me than I'm so stupid waiting like this day and night looking like a zombie but what to do. This foolish heart of mine says maybe you're stuck on me too. So I listen to it and patiently wait anyway. (saasss!) I'm shy when it comes to you. Even though I try to play it cool inside I'm just another panicky blushing bright light bulb teenage girl :p just almost about to say what I'm trying to hide imagining very hopeful reactions. But that's all in my head and these kind of dreams..never really come true. So I'll just stick to reading old conversations again and again like a loser. I'm just so scared to get hurt again for no fault of mine. My heart is still a kid and I can distract it's attention but even it can't carry so much pain :) Please let me know if you feel I should shut up and quit talking about these things cos sometimes it seems pretty dumb to me. 

Back Home.

I got back home at 11:30pm yesterday after having dinner at my bros/friends/torturer's relative's house. Yummy yummy fish. Mmmmh. I should've had a lot more. Already 3 now so the hunger pangs make sense. I don't think I'm going to make it for school. Too tired for no reason. I'm a spoilt brat. As usual, I barely did any work around the house today so it doesn't make sense. Oh ya but yesterday I did go for a concert in north campus DU to support my NE people and get freedom from the mayangs :p I won't comment on the performances but I enjoyed hooting for one certain band. Other than that there's nothing much to tell about it because I left early. Drank lots of cola for my dry throat (from all the screaming) and now I have a cough. 

♥ S m i l e e e e e !

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“Do you know what it means to become an adult? It means there’s less and less to smile about. So we’ll have to smile even more, even if we have to force it.” – Sam-dong

( 21st April 2011)

                                                                (Cafe Oz, Khan Market)

Sija DEVI

Travelling here and there feeling all grown up then came back so excited to play hot wheels :) and yea practice my music, of course. 

So many days since I last went out with my girlies. I miss home a lot. I like spending time with my cousins of course. I love them to death. My family (father's side) are the coolest people I know but I wanna go back home and bear those sarcastic remarks which my aunt and mum are always making. 

Always wanted to be a boarder. My Ass. :D I just want to watch T.V. all day long and over sleep in an attempt to miss school. 

Today I got the courage to ask my uncle if I could go out. In the back of my head I was telling myself he would obviously say No because..I don't know. I just assumed he would be the orthodox types. BUT he said yes as if it was no big deal. HE'S SO COOL! He even asked me if I needed pocket money. Of course I said no. I don't take money from elders (unless they shove it in my pocket :D ). Anyhoo, when I came back home UTeresa told me that he's ill. I went to see him and he pretended to be healthy and asked if I enjoyed. I realized I need a serious change in my life. We never know how hard some people work so we could enjoy and how much longer they would be with us. An just look at me..what the heck am doing for them in return. I just want to rewind time and start over again. I'm so tired of.chasing things that won't even matter after some time. I'm so tired of myself. I'm stuck somewhere in the middle where I'm either too old or too young to do the things which I enjoy doing (sick jokes apart). I wish I wish I wish something happens and saves my life. My gut tells me it's possible. I mean, my life is no lesser than a Korean drama right? ;)

Happy Maundy Thursday everyone. Have a great Good Friday and may you receive lots of chocolate bunnies and eggs for Easter.  

My mind was totally blown when I came to know 'Chong Rosiem' means Heavenly Perfect. :)

Stereo Love <3

Jay Sean - Maybe

Afrojack - Take Over Control

Summer Rain - Matthew Morrison

“I’d rather lay around than fool around.” – Hotaru

Just another school day. Slept at 4 am. Got up at 6 am and then went to school ^_^
Free periods, facebooking in class, sleeping in History, paying attention and taking down notes in Pol. Sc. That's all. Then I  followed Shebna to her house to use her bathroom. Then she dropped me to C.P. On the way she had to fill up her gas tank so I got down and took some stupid pictures.

SHEBRA MAH MAN

I look like a funny schoolboy in my uniform

Then Shebra left for Gurgaon and I went to Mc D's to buy an ice cream

After that I sat under the sun I don't know why and slowly ate my ice cream for half an hour while texting my HUBBY? :)

The things on which I was sitting. It has it's own history but I may or may not get to that later. :)

I'm so broke these days cos my mummy is out of town. Had enough money to buy this much atleast ;) 

After that I got on the metro and set back for my uncle's house in North Delhi where I'll be staying for some time.

The metro staircase looks like it leads to heaven

As I was walking home I found a 5 rupee golden coin in my pocket. Many people love collecting them.

Other than that nothing happened on the way. Such a romantic road and am walking all by myself. How sad :( so took some pictures out of boredom :D

Finally I reached. By the way, this is the picture of the house where I'm living for the time being :) Please come visit me. I get really lonely :) Just posted this blog so you know what I'm usually upto :) Will update better posts soon! Sorry if you got bored! ^_^

if true love was right in front of you and you did not bother to chase it. What kind of crappy response is that!

people say don't give him so much attention. show attitude!                                                                                   what sort of way is that to treat someone you love huh! was so stupid to follow what people said and not my heart. <3 but in the end we all know our friends tell us to do all that out of care.. so busy looking for love I almost forgot the people who're actually ready to love me back My Family :)  trust nobody in the world except your family someone told me. i'm just realizing how much that person was right even though he was drunk :) life looks pretty good right now. enjoying school also! just hoping a certain someone would also come and share my new life with me <3