I'm sorry it seemed like I took you for granted. Truth is, whenever I'm with you I can't take my eyes off you and whenever I'm not I try to remember what you look like cos I just want to believe that you're close to me all the time. But I know you're a thousand miles away and you always will be so I pretend I don't love you and try to make you believe that even though I myself don't believe it. You're the only person in the worls who thinks all the stupid things that happen to me are adorable. I remember, that day I slipped and fell down in the staircase and startted crying you told me never to be ashamed when I'm with you.I'm never jealous of anyone's boyfriend because mine is the best. But I'm jealous only cos we don't get to meet like them. and in the back of my head I know if you lived as close as they live to eash other you'd come to visit me whenever I need you. I could see even you were trying very hard to make thingsbetter and I pitied you even when I got angry and screamed at you I abused myself simultaneously but I cannot make you grow fonder of me...and so I'm very very very sorry. I'll say it once. twice. even a million times. I love you. But as you put it "I'm not sure if this is real anymore. Let's end it".. believe me I was screaming I love you inside my head when you asked me. I hope you understand I don't wanna punish you any longer. You're just the best human being on earth and onestly I haven't seen a single guy who's even as handsome as you. Noone compares to you. I hope you find someone who'll never trouble or irritate you as much as I have. please don't come back to me.
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